Okay, since nobody but me will understand the meaning of this, I may as well explain myself...
I'm tired of waiting for things to happen. I'm tired of having to tell myself that everything will get better in future, and that the good guys win... I can't do it.
I'm not a complete coward, this much I know... But still, pretty cowardly by nature.
That's why, as of 1 hour and 50 minutes ago, I started the clock that ticks down.
I have 100 days to find a solid, physical reason to stay.

Tick, tock...

So, I texted my ex girlfriend no more than an hour ago, concerning our relationship. Since it was all getting confusing, I thought I may as well try and find some answers. Bring clarity to the situation. Seems we're now in one of those "meaningless action" kinda things... Though, that's not realy clear. Not like she ever is, really.
Ironically, time will tell...